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/2:18 PM

sad. depressed.stressed.
hectic week. studying. planning for stuff. training. and going to the doctor. sleep is out of the question. i was very very depressed last night. i cried for like how long. and i cried myself to sleep. i was really sad. nothing could cheer me up. i forced myself to do my amaths hw. but i didnt even do a single ques. i tried to study chinese after that. but nothing went in. dont ask me what happened. i dont want to be reminded of it. its not that i dont want to face the truth. but somehow i am just hoping my mum would change her mind. there's still time. but in the meantime, there's nothing i can do. no more trainings. if only she knew how much hockey meant to me. i have been badmooding. and sleeping in all lessons. pissed at some. and i really give up on some. everything surfaces as a problem. its just so irritating. i just dont know how they're thinking. its just so different. and so many of us are pissed. angry. its just so unfair. ********doesnt train and there she is in the team. we train like shit and there's a ********* we might *** **** **. life is just so unfair. ******** gets the points the credit. yet she doesnt turn up for training. what do we get. those who trained so hard. the answer is nothing. its so irritating. its unfair.

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